Burning fats

I just heard from my sister that her weight from 55kg drop to 48kg

my gosh!

i think less than a 1year loh

hehehe

gonna learn from her. and Pastor Kong. wahha

when she free, she will go running.

at night don’t eat

also watch her diet.

it sounds easy but is very hard for me.

You started out by having motivation, but you will only end well by having discipline. (Inspired by lulu, self compose quote)

Formal wear

Monthly re-service -.-l|

argh!

my monthly cramp has arrive. this month kinda early..

grrr!

Completely and End of the Spear

Completely by Ana Laura

The secret of life is letting go
The secret of love is letting it show
In all that i do
In all that i say
Right here in this moment
The power of prayer is in a humble cry
The power of change is in giving my life
I’m laying it down
Down at Your feet
Right here in this moment

Chorus:
Take my heart
Take my soul
I surrender everything to Your control
And let all this is within me lift up to You and say
I am Yours and Yours alone
Completely

The journey of life is a search for truth
This journey of faith is following You
Every step of the way
Through the joy and the pain
Right here in this moment
Right here, right now, and for the rest of my life
Hear me say
I am Yours and Yours alone
Completely

This is one of my favourable gospel song. Intro by my last sem classmate.
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I finally watched “End of the Spear”
Though is not very dramatic, definitely not what i expected.
But is a show which shows the power of love.
The power of forgiveness.

I remember vividly who am i like in the past, before knowing God.
somebody who desperate for love, attention and most of all, acceptance beyond all understanding.

Appear to be cheerful, looking good and independent outwardly is the only way to make me feel worthy, make me feel that i’m not useless. It sounded negative but apparently that is my struggle. Until I met God, my first love. Watching that show remind me of the acceptance and love that I’ve received. But i’m so involve in serving until, i have forgotten the fact that You are the reason why I’m accepted and not all the work that I’ve done.

Though I’m still struggling, but I know You believe in me. People may give up their hope in me or even doubt my love for You, but I know, You will always believe in me.

When everyone say I’m lousy in my study
You will pat my back and praise me.

When everyone turn their back on me
You said You will always be with me.

When everyone comment about my idea
You will be the one excited about it.

When i am feeling alone
Your love comfort me.

Though I got distracted by my weakness, but I know, You will always help me through.
Love never fails.

Little secret of mine :
I’m still struggling pretty much in the area of my self-esteem. And now, after the death of my granny, I often have problem leaving my loved ones alone or let then go overseas, I will imagine what might happen. This year, I often have nightmare, not just any nightmare, but nightmare that makes me feel demonic. I struggle a lot in thoughts, most of the time i thought of rejection, disappointment and death.

But i believe, my weakness will soon become my strength. I have no reason to prove to anyone, because even before I did it, I’m already a conqueror. =D

 

 

Finally, I felt the real me is back =D

Choir Camp & hairstyle

yesterday was JWSS choir’s senior appreciation as well as choir camp so went there and get HIGH! =P

we took group photo and also have a chit chat session. hehe

Best part is taking photo still i guess =D

the junior

the senior

everybody! =D

cindy me mun mun. do you notice all 3 of us cut bang

 

cheng with his card

hehe.. welcome *shy*

they macham like get marry then cut cake like that

the 4 of us! From sec sch to rp. HA!

junior. I just randomly went into the choir room and get them to take photo with me.

C for Choir. and crystal =PP

just as we are leaving, the other guys came – . -l|

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lately i’ve been playing with my hair and styling them.

i tried styling “spring Undo”, awesome! hehe i like it. Thank God my mom have those flower accessories.

got take photo but not very clear and gonna style it again soon =P

Attendance and yesterday

early in the morning

i took a shower

change my clothes

make up

and lastly do my hair.

all these is to prepare me to go school.

however, sigh~ i decided not to go..

I remember yesterday, my motivation is still with me. thought of “tml must go school” was still in my mind, but apparently i lost them this morning.

” Thanks dear, for staying up until morning just to give me a wake up call. I am so sorry, I just couldn’t.”

 

This is seriously a big bad habit of mine. Only if there are event to motivate me or i suddenly get my motivation back, if not i don feel like going de.

Today i woke up late, for this module i already late 2 time, is ugly on my LEO, i guess that’s what cause me to lose all my motivation.

Sian, i gonna wake up earlier tml!

but i feel that i’m really getting better in my attendence le. Really!

Jiayou! =DD

 

anyway yesterday was a interesting day.

My classmate Jeanice help me to straighten my hair in the class, great job man!

sheihk’s hair too! from curl (100%) curl to straight (95%), too bad i don have the photo. Sigh!

mimi too (is a guy)

 

after school went to meet cindy to check out my ideal taptop and also the requirement of a laptop. This school so ma fan sometime. Grrr!

 

 

Report on my hair

LAST week

finally after so long, i finally enjoy taking solo photo again.

Oops! did i say anything about me cutting my bang?

i tell you, skill de! hehe

luis was laughing when i told him i cut my bang again, because was a time after i cut, my hair look super weird (problem: next day is day reopen =’(     )    sigh~ there was one of the sad moment for my hair.

but now my bang  is better! best of all my hair are longer!! HOHOHO!

hmmm, i believe by Christmas, my hair length will be long enough to my liking..

Christmax Countdown / Day to Harvesting :  39 more day

These are taken during glor birthday. =P

This is the table (full of wax)

Dear love to play candle, trust me.

yum!

 

ahha! got glor to pose with her present (all her kind XD)

no1

 

no2

no3

no4

in the midst of unwrapping.

dear with candle

 glor with candle.

MESSY

felt so messy trouble toward so many many things~

sigh..

 

 

[no need to comment and ask me to do anything]

Halloween Party !

it was an awesome Halloween night

there are

- treat of trick

- game booth

but my fav are in scary outfit and photo taking =P

We took alot photo, hehe.. very happy!

Luis was serving yesterday till quite late, though is sad that he is not there.

but i am just so proud of him really!

so proud so proud!

i still have a lot haven’t reach me yet BUT i will definitely get it de! wahha!

Photo times

 

 

 

Egyptian Magic

for a moment i thought i heard wrongly

” later i give you $50 buck, you go and buy the Egyptian Magic lah ” my mommy said

I was stunted for a moment

rarely she will automatic do that

I’m surprise!

 

and now the $50 buck is with me =P

i just hope that it will be around 50 to 60 bucks.

 

Anyway,

Egyptian Magic is a skin product which I found it online, and it seems to be pretty effective.

In a week you will see your face got smoother.

 

You can also apply it on your scar and bruise..

Oh no, i believe i won’t be able to sleep tonight again..

wahha!

 

gonna go check out tml =P

Yeah!

 

 

 

 

Though there’s a million question regarding this blessing

But i know it must be You

Thank You Daddy